tiradarls bonchh .

2010-01-24T06:55:00.000-08:00

im so fucking busy with work and have no time to blog and stuff.
i miss spending time with family.
i miss spending time with cousins.
i miss spending time with friends.
i miss spending time with everybody out there!
now, less outings for me. hmphf.
whenever it comes to my off day, i'll always be away from home.
that is the only time for me to go out. And shopping of course ! haha .
just turn 18 now. only 18? still long way to go. haiz.
young adults now. so tira, please be matured.
no more nonsense please. thankyou. haha.
anyway, i really enjoyed on my 18th birthday celebration.
eventhough with little people and little things to do, still, they made my day. so much!
im so so happy that special day. especially the bashing part.
i was wearing my ZARA t-shirt which i've just bought. AND its the very first time im wearing it.
AND they purposely smash the cake on my t-shirt. HAHAHHA.
my face and hair was also attacked by the cakes. LOL.
but it just taste better! im loving it! hahahha.
they say my hair smell like vomit after i've washed it up. like WTF?! hahaha.
nahh its okaaayy. as long as i enjoyed, thats perfectly enuf.
apart from that, thanks to JAY NUEVA,BELO,FARHANA NUR AINN, AND WINNIE, my manager for the birthday present. i love it so much! weeeeeeeeeeee!

thanks JAY, for the watch that i've always wanted.
thanks FARHANA, for the Volcom belt.
thanks Belo, for the Vans pumps.
thanks WINNIE, for the cookie cake.
AND lots more present to come! wee!

2010-01-23T05:00:00.000-08:00

TESTIMONIAL FOR NUR ATHIRAH.

Nur Athirah Bte Roslan was a pupil of Seng Kang Secondary School from 2005 to 2009.
In her five years in Seng Kang Secondary School, Athirah has shown herself to be a warm pupil who demonstrates a caring attitude towards her peers. Her other strengths include being a good communicator and providing advice to anyone who approaches her for help.
Apart from being a loyal and devoted friend, Athirah is just as committed to doing all tasks given to her as well. Focused and effcient, she displays commitment to a high standard of performance in anything she does.
Athirah has strong self-motivation to excel and therefore displays an eagerness to improve on her studies with commendable seriousness. She has shown personal commitment in meeting different expectations.
Athirah is a member of Malay LDDS. Her compassion for the less fortunate is reflected in her involvement in community service where she participated in many fund-raising and community-based activities organised by the school.
Athirah has indeed been an asset to the school. Her positive outlook and boundless energy will help her to effectively handle many challenges she may encounter in the future.

2009-11-23T19:29:00.000-08:00

TIRADARLS IS BUSY WITH HER WORKLIFE NOW .
SHE'LL UPDATE SOON ONCE SHE'S FREE .
TIRADARLS MISS EVERYBODY EVEN HERSELF .
CAUSE, SHE FINDS THAT SHE DOESN'T EVEN HAVE TIME FOR HERSELF .
HAHAHHAHHA ! SEE YA GUYS . ((: IMY

2009-11-05T22:08:00.000-08:00

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Thats all folks . im going out with Farhana now .
can't wait to meet her .
we'll go crazy . yeah man . take care people .
see ya . till here . ilysm ((:

2009-11-04T07:13:00.001-08:00

In three words ii can sum up everything i've learned about life. "It goes on."
Well, it doesn't looks like it for a close friend of mine. its too hard for her.
There must be more to life than having everything. The greatest rewards in life go to the risk takers. Life is either a daring adventure or nothing at all.
People are not afraid of change.They fear the unknown. I think she needs time to forget everything. It takes time. But still, youu need to be strong. Do something to change the situation. If not now, when will youu begin living ur life? Only by great risks can great results be achieved. Regret for the things we did can be tempered by time, it is regret for the things we did not do that is inconsolable. Youu can become a winner only if youu are willing to walk over the edge. Whether youu believe youu can do somethin or not, youu are right. There is only one success which is to be able to spend life ur own way. Never let the fear of striking out get in ur way.
Go confidently in the direction of ur dreams. Live the life you've imagined.
Forget past mistakes. Forget failures. Forget everything except wat u’re going to do now and do it. I know youu can. Be strong girl. I'm all here to support youu Farhana. Ily ((:

2009-11-03T06:37:00.000-08:00

Be careful whose toes youu step on today because they might be connected to the foot that kicks your ass tomorrow. Youu shouldn't compare urself to others they are more screwed up than youu think. Don't give other people a piece of your mind unless youu can afford it. Life is hard,its even harder if u're stupid. Youu don't have to be a master chef to know if the soup is good. You're only young once, but youu can be immature the rest of ur life. Sometimes ii wonder whether the world is being run by smart people who are putting us on or by imbeciles who really mean it. ii was raised not to be rude, but ii also try to get the best work out of people. Its not an attitude, its the way ii am.

2009-10-29T03:23:00.000-07:00

Holla peeeps !

its been so long i've been away yaww .
due to the o level examinations preparation , i've been very busy lately .
&& ii really miss blogging ((:
im done with english & mathematics .
now left with Humanities, Science & Art .
can't wait to finish my exams .
well , its okaayy laa .. susah dahulu senang kemudian .
anyway , i've got nothing to say for now ..
will update soon once im done with exams aite ..
&& i've been missing my people !! meet up soon aite guys ..
im gonna end this with this funny video .. its from farhana .. hahaha !
Youu gotta watch it man ! enjoyy !!!!! xD

2009-10-02T21:22:00.000-07:00

OH MY GOD !
2 WEEKS LEFT !
DAMMIT !

2009-10-01T21:15:00.000-07:00

GOODBYE MY LOVE !
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING .
ALL THE BEST TO YOU OKAAYY .
WILL PRETEND THAT YOU USED TO BE A STRANGER IN MY LIFE .
THANKS FOR THE SWEETEST MEMORIES .
TAKE CARE !
BYE !

2009-09-16T23:43:00.000-07:00

My jealously is a test to see who's the best .
ii hate this feeling . totally . it makes me go insane .
ii have to prove I'm better even though maybe I'll never .
cause ii wanna be better than youu bitch .
ii wanna believe that you're the worst .
so ii have feelings of hate and distrust .
ii want youu to know that this feeling wont stop .
ii tried to hide my feelings .
ii hope this feeling goes away before it takes control and things go to far .
if youu wanna play this game , lets play it together arsehole .
it seems that youu have nothing even better to do .
so pls don't bother to ask or do anything just fuck off ok bitch .

heyys

2009-09-14T23:14:00.000-07:00

Hey yaww readers .

been very busy lately .
didn't get to spent time with friends this few weeks .
no cash , no mood yada yada .
been spending most of my time with ♥ .
♥ even accompanied me to study .
ii really appreciate ♥ sacrifices for me .
im glad he understd my situation (:
well , o levels is starting nxt mth .
ii hope ♥ would understd me if ii didn't have time for him .
no worries . we'll get to enjoy after my o's which is around early nov .
so lets be patient yeahh . hee .
" ii lovee youu giler babi monyet plus anjing ! "
that's ♥ favorite quote . lol .
the best thing about me is youu .
they say loving youu gives pains and full of sacrifices ,
but i'll rather take pains & lots of sacrifices than not to be love by youu .
Just because somebody doesn't love youu the way youu want them to ,
doesn't mean they don't love youu with all they have .
we were given 2 hands to hold . 2 legs to walk . 2 eyes to see . 2 ears to listen .
but why only one heart ?
Because the other was given to someone else . For us to find .
If ii could have 3 wishes, ii wouldn't wish for the stars, the moon, the riches and this life . But for 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, and 12 months a year to spend a longer time with youu. I ♥ youu .

When ii see youu smile & noe tat it is not for me,
that is when ii will miss youu the most (: I ♥ youu .

2009-09-05T03:33:00.000-07:00

If ii have to choose between loving youu, and breathing. I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU ♥

2009-08-27T03:27:00.000-07:00

ii get this feeling whenever im lying on my bed .
ii find it weird . really .
ever since tat argument we pass by each other not saying a word.
lyk we're strangers . ii dunno how youu feel about it .
but it's killing me . it might be easy for youu .
but not for me . but if you're happy tis way,
then we'll do it tis way then .

I miss how we used to be .
I miss how we talked .
I miss how we used to laugh .
I miss how we used to crack jokes together .
I miss how we fought with each other .
I miss how we made each other cry .
I miss how we acted like a fool .
I miss US !

ii remember how it used to be when nothing else matter but youu and me .
ii miss the old youu & the old me .
the old us tat could just sit and talk for hours & never run out of things to say .
it might hurt me alot but if youu like it this way,
I'll deal with it . ii want youu to be happy :)
ii just have one favor to ask . Please remember me . Thankyou (=

giler

2009-08-26T03:09:00.000-07:00

Blogger is getting on my nerves !
* MY NERVES SANG OFF , SOUNDED DOWN *
And these poor nerves so wired to the skull ! LOL.
btw, had oral today . hopefully , ii can make it yaww .
at least a "passed" will do . hahaha .
ii wanna do well for English so badly . pls pls pls .
wish me luck yeahhhh !!!!!!!!!!!

Shake .
Quake .
Dry mouth .
Sweaty hands .
Can’t relax, can’t rest .
It must be time for my O LEVEL REVISION !
toodles readers :)

(:

2009-08-23T00:20:00.000-07:00

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
You fall deeper with each passing day, But try to hide it in every possible way.
He's only a friend, and nothing else--
That's the lie you keeping telling yourself. You keep on saying he's just a bud,
But deep inside, you're falling in love. You get so giddy when you meet his eyes,
But keep reminding yourself it isn't right. A simple glance turns into a stare,
But you pretend that you don't care. It's "not right" for you two to be.
Is that why you hide it so no one can see?
But how long will you pretend? Keep lying that he's just a friend?
Perhaps your feelings you can never show.
Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know.
Your friendship can't be risked over this,
So being his girl is an impossible wish...

happy bdae

2009-08-22T00:48:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO IKELSPADE !
MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE !
ALL THE BEST OF LUCK AYE .
LAST LONG TAWUKK NGAN ADEK SEDARAKU .
ANYTHING II COME & FIND YOUU ! HUAKHUAK .
CHEY2 , DAA 18 SEYY DIER . DAA NAK ENROL PER ?
HAHAHHAAHHAH . KLAH ALL THE BEST WISHES KAYY .
HAD A GREAT TIME AT YOUR PIT THAT DAY .
WITH ALL THE GILER2 & GEREK2 PEOPLE AROUND .
WE MADE YOUR DAY ! HAHAHA . KLAH TILL HERE .
TAKECARE BOY . HAPPY BDAE ((:

2009-08-21T00:22:00.000-07:00

Hey , its been so long since ii update yaww .
well , as ii already mention in my last post , ii was very very busy with my sch stuffs .
didn't have much time to meet many people , especially my gfs & bfs .
so sorry guys . i've postpone many outings . so so sorry .
meet up soon yeah peeps .

First & for most , SELAMAT BERPUASA WAHAI UMAT2 ISLAM DILUAR SANA .
TKMO PUASA YOK2 PLAK EHK ! ORG DIATAS SELALU AKAN MENJENGUK KITE DIBAWAH SINI . HAHA . SEMPENA RAMADHAN INI , HARAP ANDA DAPAT TAHAN SEGALA2 BENDE HALA YG TIDAK PATUT AWAK LAKUKAN . HARAP AWAK PAHAM YEERR !!! (= HUAKHUAK ! :p

Well , my life is not getting any better .
luckily , there's my best girls around me .
with them around , ii felt mych more better & ii cn easily forget all the shitos .
past few weeks , ii went out with my best 2 girls to the airport .
ii will post the overdue pics yaw peeps .
my o level exams are coming !!!!
omg omg . im nt prepared for it .
worry doesn't change a thing .
it only wastes my energy , thinking madly of a thing
that may not even come to be .
ii will caste those "worry" thoughts away
&& focus on what's happenin nw .
focus on the positive side & juz start with what ii can allow .
i've always remember mum says this to me ,

"I know you have that strength in you
I've seen it there before
Just draw on that to see you through
Don't look back anymore."

2009-07-18T19:24:00.000-07:00

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2009-07-17T04:25:00.000-07:00

Dear readers , sorry for not updating these few days .
Tira is busy preparing for her O's .
Few months left . Still have plenty to recap :(
Furthermore, i'm still busy completing my art coursework .
There's a lot of re-do . haiz .
ii hope youu people understand my situation .
Wish me luck yaww . Pray hard ;)
Tira would not go blogging for this moment .
I would if ii have the time alright ?
miss yaa guys yaww ! takecare cos ii care . toodles ((:

2009-07-11T01:47:00.000-07:00

2009-07-10T05:55:00.000-07:00

Above pic was taken last yr . its fathul . known as rusty too .
met up with sis fathul today ! yay !
he called me his bro , ii called him my sis . haha .
bro tiraa sis fathul ! haha . sioww lerr .
so long nvr meet him lioww . windu lorr ! hahah .
today is the first time ii see him BOTAK !
daa abg2 ns laa kan . BERUK !
hahaha . abg2 BERUK laaa kau ey skrg .
he fetched me after school . went back to pasir ris togeda .
slack & talked about our past & times we shared .
share probs & talked craps . haha . as usual .
we go crazy whenever we see each other .
he's a friend of mine who understd me well .
the only guy friend im comfortable with .
thanks for being there , fathul ((:
thank gd care of my pretty gf , syahida. ok fathul ?
hahha . miss syahida a lot too . meet up soon sweets .
gd luck for ur upcoming exams too .
we both took o level this year yaww . haha .
best of luck pretty ! ily .

2009-07-09T05:51:00.000-07:00

I REALLY MISS THIS BITCH !
I MISS UR KISS,HUGS,LAUGHTER,CRAPS,SMILE.
MEET UP SOON PLEASE =(

2009-07-04T06:28:00.000-07:00

Good Evening readers ...

no plans today . bored .
was busy doing my art o level coursework at home .
I've still have plenty to do .
belle called me up & asked to join her at town .
didn't join her cos i've got other plans already .
bro asked me out to watch kuda kepang at Simei .
I've spent most of my time with bro this week .
he never fails to make me laugh . He's a joker .
he's gonna start working pretty soon .
Aww , I'm gonna be bored to death at home .
the Kuda Kepang just now was scary but still very interesting .
it started at about 2 in the afternoon and ends around 10 in the evening .
of cos they'll have breaks between the very long hours .
we slacked too while waiting . they were very energetic although they looked tired .
after long hours of watching , we decided to make a move . tired lioww .
hop into the cab & home sweet home !!!
tomoro im gonna continue with my coursework again . argh .
how ii wish there's sumbody who can help me finish it . haah .
daadaa ! gdnyte . sweetest dream ((:

2009-07-01T06:54:00.000-07:00

Holla readers !

ii really miss blogging ((:
haha . busy with school & stuff these few days .
didn't spent much time on the comp lately .
sorry yawww .
im still waiting for my last saturdays pic with my cousin & fam .
prelims is killing me .
ii didn't study at all . im not prepared .
its already too late to worry about that .
ii gotta buck up now . o levels are just in a few months time .
oh my . why do we need to study ?
ok ii noe thats a stupid question to ask . ahh gi mati .
i'm missing this guy now . tomtomBAK ! haha . meet up soon gyler .
klah im doing my art olevel coursework now . toodles !!!!

2009-06-30T08:09:00.000-07:00

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2009-06-28T06:22:00.000-07:00

This weekend spent alot of time with family & cousins .
sorry friends i've to cancel our saturday plans .
maybe we shall make it the next time .
ii miss spending time with my family .
its because maybe dad just went out & finally done with his tagging .
now he's free & have more time to spend with us .
im glad he's changing ((:
today, went to the cemetery at around 3 plus .
after that , went to the seletar damp to chillax ! haha .
there's alot of mat-racers,mat-rempits & lots more .
ii was told that , that place are usually place for them to race .
according to cousin , it usually started after 12 in the morning .
today , we camwhored alot . im waiting for the pics in my uncle canon camera .
ohh that powerful camera ! me & bro camwhored alot .
ii can go crazy taking pictures with him . we go go crazy that night ! haha .
had a lot of fun yeahh . klahh pics will uploaded once i've received them .
for now , there's a few from a budget camera . haha . enjoy ! tc yawww ((:

2009-06-23T06:16:00.000-07:00

Career quest sucks big time .
ii dont wish to go anymore if there'll be a career quest again next time .
luckily we camwhore & burnt the boredom away .
the talk was very boring . was feeling very sleepy during the talk .
me & farhana cabot half way . haha . cannot tahan lioww .
after career quest , proceed to farhana's crib & waited for her to siap .
then off to compasspoint for a window shopping .
after that , she went off to meet her bf .
thanks for accompanying me eventhough its for a shortwhile ((:
prelims is killing me !! im not prepared fuckaass ! :((((

2009-06-14T06:08:00.000-07:00

Happy 22nd Birthday dearest ex ((:
may all your wishes come true .
all the best of luck .
hope youu like those presents .
its the thoughts that counts remember ? =D
takecare boy .

2009-06-13T23:23:00.000-07:00

i've got no fucking mood to update today !!!! :(((((((

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2009-06-12T23:34:00.000-07:00

nothing much to post today .
went to farhana's house today to complete those birthday gifts for ex-boyfie .
thanks to her for helping mie with it even though it was a last minute .
im glad youu understand why this mean so much to mie .
&& why ii really really need ur help for this .
thankyou so much gf , ily ((:
both of us was kinda excited after completing it .
it look much more better than what we plan for last time .
tgk tuhh bende mcm syg sey tnk kasi saper2 . haha .
den daa abes uat , kiter duer berangan jap ngn tuhh bende .
especially farhana , so excited , jumping like a crazy monkey don't know why . haha !
aderr dier kater dier narq bende tuhh walaupun tkde kene mengene atau tkde muker dier langsung . ahhahah . weird uhh ?
duduk ngn dier serumah leyh jadyk giler .
cnfm tkleyh tido mlm . hahahah . perot leyh pecah oit . haha .
done with decorating , wrapping & stuff , decided to use her lappy a while .
we eat , slack & stuff till 9 im off home .
well , hope that he's gonna like it yaww .
we'll see what he's gonna say about it soon .
&& below are some of our old pics . haha . muker laen sia .

babygirl, thanks for everything .
thanks for being by my side when i'm feeling down .
thanks for lending mie a shoulder to lean on .
where would we be in this world if we didn't have a friend .
ii really treasure our friendships even though we've only known each other for 5 years plus .
well, friend is like a heart that goes strong until the end .

2009-06-09T22:27:00.000-07:00

my tuesday all always boring .
plans cock up . fcuk .
hmm . my holidays are boring for me . haiz .
ii miss my group of friends so much . =(
exams are around the corner & yet ii still wasting time here .
today, met up with estella , we went to Bugis St & the new shopping center beside Bugis St .
that shopping center was kinda bored but its kinda interesting though .
especially the shops with nice nice tops & bottoms .
it really catches my eye . estella pon geram tgk baju2 lawaa . hahah .
after window shopping , ii went to parkway to get my top .
after that , proceed to Bedok & met up with ex- boyfie .
buy ciggys & slack at his area .
then suddenly saw sepet under his void deck . haha .
sepet lawaaa laaa . hehe ((:
nnty terserempak lagyk jgn luper tegor yerrr ! haha .
stay pretty babe .
Ain called me up . sharing probs with me & stuff .
ii really pity her much . she's very strong ii must say .
even though she faced alot of problems , she is still strong to faced them .
she have patience in her . for me , its hard for me to be patient at times .
ii can't believe that he's gonna do that to her even though she had already showered him with a lot of love .
he should have appreciate that . she sacrifices alot . ii can see .
its okay babygirl , im right here for youu . always .
remember what we say ? we will always be there for each other no matter what happens .
you've help me alot . so now its time for me to return ur kindness .
no worries . what are friends for . time will tell .
hope that everything will turn out fine soon . ilysm bbygirl ((:

2009-06-06T02:08:00.001-07:00

Sorry for not updating for the past few days .
been busy with my art o level coursework lately .
deadline is coming soon .
&& im worried that ii couldn't hand it on time . shitos !
today , not going out . no $$$ !! no mood !!
oh my , im missing my gfs alot .
ii miss my saturdays outing too ! ii miss my everything laa ! haha .
especially , him . im happy that he's finding me everyday without fail .
if he didn't get to call me up at least he msged mie . im glad .
he's now busy working everday . but at least ii get to meet him few days per week .
nxt week meeting him again && nxt saturday is a very special day .
but his birthday fall on sunday, he gotta go to his cousin's wedding .
so im gonna meet him the day before .
im gonna hand him those present to him on nxt saturday . can't wait .
im nervous & wondering how im gonna give it to him .
what would ii say ? how would ii wish him ? how would he react ? does he like it ?
omg omg . ii can't stop thinking about it . ii hope he likes it .
anyway, its the thought that counts (=
ii already plan what to gif him . some of my friends find it sweet but im afraid he doesn't likes it .
ii wanted to make him a big photo frame . the size is like SO big . haha . like plasma tv size .
its from ikea . inside that photo frame , i've plan to put photos of us , sketching of our face togeda , poems made by myself & rose petals to make a heart shape . so how youu people find it ?
besides that , im gonna give him a Hugo Boss perfume too ((:
ii wish tat he would have that smell whenever ii meet hym . haha ! prasan !
& 1 more thing , tiraa malu sioww nakk bawak tuhh bende besar naekk mrt/bus .
nnty org pikirr aku bawakk aperr siakk ! hahhaha . malu oit .
tkperlaa aku tarq kesah laa kan aperr org narq ckp . yg penting tuhh bende smpai kt dierr . LOL .
klahh thats all for today , im getting ready to go for a jog noww . tc people .
see ya again . toodles .

Tag Replies :
Glamour Meow : i've linked youu up ((:
Estella : ok nyet !!
Zaff : ii miss youu too bebeh ! meet up soon yaww .
Ba-k : aikk ? kamu dtg blog saya ? haha . what a surprise . muker samer? like mother like daughter laa kan . anyway , thanks for tagging ! :D
Annasky : thanks bby ! :D
Miimye : thanks b , hope so . haha .
Eenashawty : link done ((:
Fynn : thankieww bby ! ilysm . thanks for ur concern ((: nnty sembang lamer2 agik ok ! haha .
Indah : thanks babe .
Ayusachek : heylo pretty ! thankyou yaww .
Miimye : haha ! thanks miimye . youu too . imy (:
Faii : ii wont kk baby , thankyou so much ((:
Belle : daa relink babe ((:

below are pics last few days i've met up with miimye bby & baybe yuyul ((=

2009-06-03T06:25:00.000-07:00

ii don't regret telling youu that ii liked youu .
It was the bravest thing i've ever done .
ii only wish youu had the same kind of courage to juz tell mie youu liked me as a friend ,
nothing more .
but instead, youu said nothing . so silence means ??
boy , you're so abstruse .
where have all your good words gone ?
where have all your mercies gone ?
ii thought our days would last forever .
thanks for being sucha great friend .
eventhough its juz for a shortwhile .
somehow , you've made mie changed .
much appreciated ((:
forgive mie if i've hurt youu in anyway .
im sorry if the truth hurts .
eventhough it hurts deeply , its better to be honest .

ii guess his intentions were good .
he thought tat by not answering mie ,
it was letting mie down easy .
he didn't know it would juz make mie feel worthless .

but whatever it is , my love are not mend for youu .
there's this person whom ii love most & can't leave without .
ii can't stand how much ii need hym .
my lyfe would suck without hym .
ii know exactly why am ii falling for hym .
eventhough he may be the guy most girls detest ,
ii would still love hym for who he are .
say im dumb , ii dont give a fucking damn .
ii believe people would change .
its just tat , they need time .
ii would wait for youu no matter what , & right here im waiting .
maybe ii was stupid for saying gdbye .
im missing our past . how ii wish ii could turn back time :((
ii really hope that youu can forgive mie for all the sins i've done .
ii wan to show youu where i'm coming from &
be the one who's down for youu .
can we make this dream last forever ?
juz let mie show youu this is true .
I'd like to get the chance to show youu that my love is true .
Give mie the chance and ii will prove .
for sure ii will . anything for youu love ((:

2009-06-02T05:21:00.000-07:00

heylo readers .

sorry i've not been updating for the past few days .
my mood is not right these few days .
ii wonder whye ?? mie myself dunno whats with mie .
im feeling weird these few days .
today , went to meet ex-boyfriend again at his area .
slacked with him . listen to his craps & yadayada .
everytime after meeting him , i'll have tis weird feeling .
ii dunno what it is but it is very very weird .
&& ii cant stop thinking of it . im curious .
biler narq alekk dari jumper dier jekk rase tarq sedap ati tatawu asl .
& that feeling make me uncomfortable throughout the day .
hmmm . im missing him now already :(
after meeting him , went to meet miimye & babey yuyul at wdls .
tunggu si yul punyerq laa lamer . mcm tunggu buat tarq jatoh2 . HAHH !
tgh tunggu dier mcm2 bende jady , mcm2 org kiter nmpk . haha .
while waiting for her , ii was holding on to this donut . miimye bought it .
tgh pegang skali bleyh terlepas dari tangan tiba2 . terjatoh kt floor sia . malu nyerq tiraa ! haha .
org seme tgk seyy . huhuhu .
daa jatoh leyh angkat aleq , tapi tkper mseh dlm plastic k ! bukan drop like that only eyy . haha .
tiraa bukan pengotor tawuq ! huakhuak ~
biler yul daa sampai tros we proceed to simei as yul wanna pierce ii forgot what izzit called .
its between our both eyes . haha . forgot what izzit called . sorry . haha .
ii hope youu guys get what ii mean . haha !
after piercing , went to meet jerry at simei mrt & slacked with him for awhile .
he was from school . duer2 daa kt simei so kiter decided to meet lorr .
enough of slacking & off we took mrt home .
how boring can my life be huh !? haha .
mcm tkder life sia aku . hahah . today , we do alot of camwhoring .
pictures are with miimye . gotta send me soon yaww miimye !
klah gtg now . gotta do some study as prelims are coming soon .
takecare lovelty readers !
ii love youu people ! daadaa ! ((((((:

2009-05-28T22:40:00.000-07:00

SEX is a sensation,
caused by a temptation,
when a guy sticks its location,
in a girls destination,
to increase the population,
for the next generation..!!
Do you get my explanation ????!!!
OR do you need a demonstration ???! ;))

SO LETS MAKE LOVE & NOT WAR ! AHHAHAHHA ! :p

2009-05-28T04:50:00.000-07:00

hey people .
i've not updated blog for so long .
hahah . miss blogging .
got my papers back already .
it sucks . badly done . haiz .
mid-year just ended but now prelims are coming in July .
wth ?! so many exams are coming & so little time given ?! arsehole .
there's prelim 1 in July & prelim 2 in September .
&& lastly , O LEVEL in October .
need to spend more time studying .
need to cut down on outings for now =(
ART COURSEWORK deadline is coming !!!! its on the 30th June .
&& ii still havent even started painting my canvas . oh my . hmm .
ii gotta be patient , like people say ," susah dahulu senang kemudian "
hahahha ! mcm phm eyy tiraa .
even during June holidays we need to come back . arghh !
we are only free for the 3rd week .
dont wish to elaborate more about my schooltime .

im very happy that ii get to contact back with ex-boyfie at last !
ii miss him a lot . very !
im so so so happy . i've been wishing for this for a long time .
at last my wish come true . haha .
hope that we can keep it touch even though we're nort togeda .
he called me yesterday when ii was about to get to sleep .
everytime when my hp beeps , im excited to see who is it .
but for this time , im so excited til ii shout like a crazy woman . LOL !
we talked about our past .
talked about our everyday life . share problems we faced .
talked about the day where & when we first met & the moments we had togeda .
we really miss those times very very much .
we talked for about an hour then he gtg to work =(
how ii wish ii could talk to him longer . hmmm .
im glad he's changing now . ii hope youu mean it .
of cos people takes time to change .
&& ii will make sure youu won't repeat it again .
he wanted to meet mie yesterday but was too tired cos ii just got home frm sch .
so we plan to meet another day . can't wait ((((: heeee .
after putting down the fone , ii still smiling alone like crazy woman ,looking at our old photo . cheyy ! emo sia tiraa . ahhaha .
mum says ii look like a psycho when ii smiled alone in my room . hahahhaha !
whatever it is , im missing my gfs too !
its been so long since we met . meet up soon babies . imy loads !
looking forward to sentosa or karaoke this weekend , if there's enough $$$ ! hahha .
no money no talk ! hahha .

klahh till here people .
ii hope i could update often during this school holidays . maybe ?
no promises ((: toodles .
takaire care humans !
xoxo.

* tag replies *
Faizz kesiow : im done with it dude (",)

Gucci B : its actually nothing , just for fun . hee ((:

Estella : donkey , monday laa jogging sat kiter kuwaa . wee ~

Glamour meow : jyeahh , teehee. thanks babe (^-^)

Efa : thanks for visiting & tagging my bloggie pretty =>

2009-05-21T00:00:00.000-07:00

Finally , i've finished all the mid-years exams paper .
Like finally ? hahah .
still, there's prelims & o level paper to be done .
sucha fucka . hmmm .
can't wait for o level .
after O , will surely find a job for myself .
ii need $$ !!! arghhh .
today , is my lovely mama's birthday .
she's gonna cook a special dish for my family .
&& im thinking of what to buy for her . hmm .
but still , money can't buy happiness .

Happy Birthday Mama .
may all yourr wishes come true .
all the best in everything youu do .
sorry for any inconvenieced caused .
i'll make youu proud okaayy .
pray hard for mie . thankyou .
iiloveyouusomuch . mwarks !

2009-05-20T23:38:00.000-07:00

today, there's no paper so no need to attend school .
was bored at home so decided to meet up wif gfs today .
miimye was not going out , lynn was busy with other plans , mily was busy too .
so , call Estella up & at last she was the 1 who are free today .
so plan to go to tamp 1 with her .
went fot a window shopping there .
we went in a spa shop & we go for a tour there .
wow . the place was interesting but the price make me fainted . haha .
after that , went to Century Square to have our meals at food junction .
window shopping at tamp mall too .
we slacked & gossips at this place , dunno what is the place called . ahahha .
cam whore & smoke for a while , then proceed home after that .
thanks estella for accompanying mie .
dont forget to go jogging with mie yaww !
u're the best girl ! meet up soon .
tomoro is my last paper . YESSA !
&& school hols are coming soon . YEAH BABY YEAH !

boreed weekend .

2009-05-16T04:17:00.000-07:00

Yesterday met up with Mal bestie at tamp .
slack with him plus complete some of my art assignments till 7 plus .
cos he wanted to play takraw after tat .
had much fun though .
dier kaki gerek laa kn .
& he's a good listener too .
he listen to every problem i've faced .
&& never fails to make me smile or laugh .
ii wouldn't wish to loose a fren like you yaa boy .
no matter what happens we're always fren .
meet up soon after my exams aye . takecare cos ii care .

btw , today no outing for mie due to exams period next weeks .
sorry gfs & bfs :((
see yaa soon . toodles .

2009-05-14T04:46:00.000-07:00

CAPRICORN
"If you are wary of a new scheme, you'd better speak up, no matter what could happen."

is this for real ?
well people , get back to guys after midyear okaayy . takecare . miss yaa ((:

exams sucks big tyme yaww .

2009-05-12T06:00:00.000-07:00

WILL BE AWAY TILL EXAMS ARE OVER .
WILL UPDATE ONCE EXAMS DEAD !
TAKE CARE PEOPLE . I'LL BE MISSING YA'LL ! ((((:

happy birthday to Bull & Lina !

2009-05-11T17:01:00.000-07:00

SATURDAY OUTING PIXELS .
LET THE PIXELS DO THE TALKING YAW .

2009-05-10T23:17:00.000-07:00

- BULLIANTO -

heylo people .

ii know i've been missing for a few days . haha .
its because im nort at hm & ii slept over zaff's & shaff's house .
3 days 2 night camp there . hahaha .
had a lot of fun there .
ii wish ii could stay there forever . dream on . haas .
on saturday we celebrate Bull's 18th birthday at Vivo .
cheyy daa 18 laa dier . daa legal age ahh eyy .
haahaha . all the best Bull ! ((:
went arab street ferst cos Zaff wanted to buy the basket bag there .
proceed Bugis after that to find Bull's birthday present .
done with everything , we went to Vivo .
byk yg daa smpai .
part potong cake & camwhoring the best . haha .
we took alot of pictures that day .
will update those pictures soon yaww .
klahh ii gtg already .
wanna meet up Mal later at Tamp 1 then off to Mcys .
see ya guys soon yaww . better miss mie . haha .
chioww !

2009-05-06T06:56:00.000-07:00

ii miss these bunch of pretty creatures so much . ii really do :((((((((((((((((((((((

KEBANYAKAN GAMBAR LAMER SIOL ! Hahahaha . muker seme laen ey . haha .

2009-05-04T07:23:00.000-07:00

today school was fucking bored .
E.L lesson was always sucks . actually becos of the teacher -_-
&& our dear miss zhang didn't attend school . so we lost 3 period of art lesson .
after school went to Compasspoint wif Fynn to get our stuffs .
after that , went home straight .
catch a few hours of nap && woke up at 5 plus to get ready to go for night class .
it started at 6.30 but ii get out frm hm at 6.30 . haha !
so reached school around 7 plus .
kesian Fynn tunggu Tira lamer2 kt bustop . maaf yerr cenger ! haha .
school was very dark & scary . there's nort much ppl in school .
the security also look very scary cos he is also like the dark . haha !
after night class , Fynn's mum sent me hm by car as they wanted to go the Giant near Tamp .
thanks to them if nort i'll be going hm alone today . haha .
thats all for today . guess wat . ii did a lot of cam-whoring tis few days . haha .
fun tawuq ! haha . toodles .

2009-05-03T06:21:00.000-07:00

yesterday went to jurong east library to study with shaff & zaff .
before entering the library , need to give them our ic . haha . dunnoe why .
so went to level 3 or 4 . ii cant remember . haha .
Iman tagged along too . but came late .
when he reached the lib , he accompany mie find a story book ii wanna borrow .
after searching for the story book , find a seat to have a chat . haha .
this is the funniest part . while we were having a comversation among ourselves ,
we didn't notice that we were talking loudly .
a chinese lady came to us , and told us " excuse mie, tis is a library, can uu talk softer ?"
then we replied , " oh okaayy , so sorry " haha !
we talk again & again & again .
&& AGAIN ! we were scolded by her , she make an angry looking face at us .
then we decided to walk off to another place .
done with the borrowing of books & stuff , we slacked under a void deck near the science center .
when we were walking to our destination , suddenly a chinese lady ran to us & shout ,
" EH ! TU BUDAK KWN KAMU KAT DEPAN ADA DTG RUMAH SAYA TADI PINJAM WANG $3.50 CKP DIA MAU PERGI BEDOK TKDE WANG ! DIA SAMA KWN DIA TADI ! "
then we replied ," HUH ?! MANA ADA ! KITA BARU SAJA JLN SINI LA ! LU TKMO SEMBRG AH !
then she replied again ," OH ! SAYA RASA ITU HANTU AH HOR ! "
HAHA ! then we hack care . we just walk off .
crazy woman . ii think she got the wrong person . haha .
after slacking , we walk to jrg east int . iman off to take the train & we off to take the bus home . && not to forget , we did a lot of cam-whoring . haha .
these are the pictures for today ...
ENJOY ! byebye (((:

berangan jap sambil tgu dorg siap

kakaq2 poly narq gi blaja2

senyum step cute .haha !

termenungkan seseorg . chey ! cm phm .

tangkap jambu kat bustop . haha .

maen sembunyi2 blakang pokok . haa

shaff tkder keje amek gmbr backview kite

aper tah mulut dekni ngah bobal . LOL !

org suroh bawak maths dier gi bwk ss txbk

shaff praasan jambu jap . haha ! :p

kite jumpe buku paling besar !

aper tgk2 ?!

dekni plak step malu amek gmbr. lol

step malu lagyk .

zaff tk abes2 ngn dier peh PEACE. haha !

SHAFF nieq mmg gyler to the max !!!!!!!!!

2009-05-01T22:11:00.000-07:00

TAG REPLIES ....

Nana Frennnn : nieq namer saperr eyy ? ii can help youu kirim slm her if youu want to. btw thanks for tagging ((:

Lynnastro yg BENAR : haha. aku tawuq tuhh bukan kao. kau tkkn ckp gytuk mcm siuls. lau yerr pon kau cnfm type tawe2 gyler2 ngn aku. aderr jek laa org cemburu kan gaknyer. tis are ppl wif corrupted lyfe. haha.

lynnastro : kao tkmo mcm phm kao lynn arr siol. asl kau tanak ltk namer sendiri? kau nk ikot2 lynn perr? aku tawuq laa name dierr sedap. haha. come on uh, go get a lyfe okayyy tc ((((:

janasmallieollie : jyeahh sure do ((: will link youu up soon hunney .

Qaqa : jyeahh . tawuq tkperr . tkperrlaa kiter tgu dierr aleq skola kaay . pray hard 4 her :(((

Passerby : haha! really? nort so laa . thanks 4 the compliment anyway . thankyou ((((:

Ayinjade : heyy Ayin . jyeahh sure do . will link youu up aye . youu too tawuq ! im smiling ((: hee.

Babey Yul : yerlaa B . aku busy nieq aku bukan nyerq pat umahh . haha . aku update soon k hunney . miz yaa too bby . mwax ! xD

Mizzy : Thannk You babe ! xD

Hidayah C : Thanks babe ! tc pretty ((:

Fynn : nanges ? nanges ahh . kao kn mmg cengeng ! huakhuak ! :p

Miimye : yupyup aku narq hug hug dierr anyak2 ! :(((((

im at zaff's house now .
will be going to lib later wif zaff & shaff later to study .
omg omg exams are around the corner .
my brains gonna burst soon !
O levels are making me crazy .
ohh hell yeahh, im fcuking nort ready for it . erghh .
okaaay okaayy time's up .
i'll do a proper update when ii gort hm aye .
takaire people . ii miss yaa loads ! ((((:
tooodles !

2009-04-28T04:21:00.000-07:00

really looking forward to her return .
miss her hella much .
miss every single time we've spent togeda .
we've known each other since primary school .
how ii wish ii could see youu now .
ii hope youu would change after ur release .
even though it takes time , we just need to be patient kayy .
i'll be waiting & not forgetting youu :((((((
after reading her letter , ii nearly burst into tears .
this is what she wrote in the letter .

hello kawan-kawan (:
hello sume budak-budak skss, kakak aku. Amaciam korang? Baik tak? Aku baik-baik je. Aku kener tunggu lagy 2 bulan seh. Kene tunggu aku okay. Tolong bilang Shirley Cher, aku sayang dher, aku rindu dher sangat-sangat. Jangan naughty-naughty eh korang semer. Jangan buat hal, nanti jadi cam aku. Menyesal. Tak gune. Aku rindu semer budak-budak ler. TiraDarls , Fana , Miimy Sewel, Kelly, Huiping, Lynn, Fatin, Chacha, Rara, Qaqa... Wait for me, I'll be back. Aku takder lupe korang okay. Ini letter, korang bagy sesaper aku sebot kat sini bacer k. Kalau korang nak cakap apaper ke, pass apaper ke, pass kat Wawa. Tolong translate kan kalao ader yang tak paham. Erm, kat pertapis, actually gerek. Budak Pertapis sumer okay. Tapy part sembahyang, Kimak! Tak boleh angkat sial. Ugame seme. haha :D cam sial. Korang seme kene doakan aku okay. Maybe July, I'll be back in school. Sepatot June, but holiday kan. Jady July uh. Mampos aku. N Level! Mati sia. Sekarang baru aku terpikir. Btw, rase setahun cepat tak? Lamerkan! Fcuk uh. Oh ya, WAWA tolong jangan buat hal k. Tak nak dgr cakap ayah, dgr cakap mummy k! hehe :P Kiter jumpe nanty k. Patu, kiter boleh share-share banyak ceter lagy k. Insyaallah, aku akan tulis surat everyweek untok korang. &untuk Rully and friends, korang take care k. Jangan luper aku. :( Goodluck untuk korang peh N level, O level, Aku tau korang can do it. All the best okay. FUCK ***** (name has been sensored pasal aku taknak dier kene lagy terok) uh. Aku benci dher. Haramjad. Arghh. Kat sini, aku boleh bawak masok gambar. Tapy gamba laki cannot! Tapy, kiter boleh SMUGG! hehe. Gambar kawan, aku tak sure. Ermm, lamer aku tak amek gamba sial! Cibai! Tapy sekarang rambot aku dah pendeq! Sob! Ermm, btw, Chacha, Rara, Chord kat sini dah buat hal sial! Dher go buat tattoo! Bodohkan? Btw, untuk Chacha &Rara, aku samer dorm ngan Suriati, Yayah, Yana, Atiqah (: Chord tak samer dorm sia. Wasted. Aku prefer Girl's Home sia! Haha, Tapy tak sanggop tunggu. Arghh! Aku rindu korang semer lah! Aku rindu nak go school. Check-check, anti aku masok school ca, dak tongong eh. Haha! OKAY wad, Korang, jage diri baik-baik okay. JANGAN BANYAKKAN CABOT! Pasal itu pon boleh membuat korang kene report kalao si Leong tu macam sial. Budak kat sini ramai takder case, stakat tak go school, kener masok. Ermm, kirim salam Fathul, Hyrul Amin, Akai, Nazirul Hakim. Cakap nan Nazirul, Marshiela dah bilang yang dher kirim salam aku. Tak sangke small world. Smengat si Nazirul tanye orand Pertapis pasal aku. Sayang jugak kau kat aku eh. haha :D Aku nak Nazirul pon bacer surat ni k. Korang pandai-pandai passkan. TAKECARE tao seme. Ader aper-aper surat ke, nak kasi teddy bear ke, pass kat Wawa k! Ermm, tunggu aku JEJAK SEKOLAH BALIK TAU. NANAGENDENG M.I.A jap uh.

TiraDarls, Wawabelo, Fana, MiimyeSewel, IchaSiao, fatin (Aten), Lynn, Chacha, Huiping, Rara, Shirley, Kelly, Rully, Fathul, Biyol, Akai Arsehole, Nazirul Hakim

Bacer surat ni k.
Doakan aku selalu.

"Pasal salah satu mulot, tembak aku pasal *****! Aku kat dalam..."
Thankyou eh tangkis (:
PALABUTO PEH POMPAN SUNDAL.

Banyak Birthday aku tak dapat wish;
Haikal Bedok (ex aku), Musa, Rully, Sidek, Adam, Santino.

Coming Birthdays;
HuiPing & Mummy! Arghh!!

Valentine's Day terlepas! ARGHH!

Birthday aku kat dalam! :(

CHALOZBETTA- IMYASM, ILYASM!
Telalu banyak aku dah miss out. :(

2009-04-27T08:16:00.000-07:00

nothing interesting to talk about today .
met akim after school . slacked for a while .
then off to meet miimye & hazmi all .
slacked at tampines . at garden there .
waited for them for so long .
wanted to leave & just walk off .
miimye & hazmi pleaded mie nort to leave .
naseb miimye aderr , lau tarq daa lamerr aku tglkan si hazmi tuhh .
arsehole -_- .
his frens are all very weird .
aderr satu nieq tkleyh nmpk rambut pompan , lau nmpk jekk mesti amek rambut pmpn letak kat telinge dier maen2 kat telinge .
maen2 ngn rambut kat telinge ? isn't tat weird ?
daa buang tebiat gaknyerr .
HAHHAHA ! kesian ey .
went home with miimye after that .
&& now sitting in front comp , chatting with tis 1 stupid fellor .
don't understd english . stop it laa .
keep irritates mie non-stop .
he used to be my fren last tyme . but nw , ii dont regard hym one .
attitude problem . talk craps & everything .
he told mie i've changed , but its hym changing .
become crazier . arghh stop with this .
im tired of typing already . sorry .
gdbye , gdnyte lovees . (((((:

2009-04-26T07:56:00.000-07:00

heyya peeps !

ii mishh yaa peeps hella muchh yawww !
hahaha !
been busy these with days .
busy with extra classes , outing & much more .
so long nvr sit in front of my pc laa kan . hahaha .
even if ii do , it'll be only for a short while .
only checked my emails & tagboard .
i've oso haf no time to update .
as uu can see most of my post are long ones . hahahh .
btw , ii really had a lot of fun on saturday .
went to ecp to celebrate fiza's & shaf's birthday .
their bfs bought for them a big big cake ! large one ii must say .
&& the cake was very tasty ! ii loikee ! lagyk2 chocolate . hahaha .
gave shaff & fiza a slight bdae bash with a colgate & body powder .
im the one holding the colgate & zaff holding on to the powder . hahha .
ii put the colgate on shaff's hair . power punyaaa ! hahahha .
she decided to give a revenge . she tried to chase me but ii managed to escape ! hahah ! boo !
tapyk kene jugak uhh sket2 at last , hahahha . siak tol !
me & zaff walked frm pit to ecp macdonald at 2 a.m plus in the morning .
saw various types of weird thing happening . haha .
&& especially stop it ey to those who are trying to mushymushy . hahahha .
went back hm at around 4 plus in the morning .
take cab home . slept over zaff's crib .
wake up at 2 plus in the afternoon & off home to pasir ris . haha .
imagine sitting in the train alone frm jurong to pasir ris . omg . leh bercinta . seriously . LOL !

kk enuf of that . im really tired now .
my bed is calling mie . hee .
gdnyte sweethearts ((((((:

2009-04-23T06:41:00.000-07:00

was feeling very sleepy the whole day . especially in school .
was even feeling sleepy updating my blog now . -_-
that means ii haf no mood too talk much about today okaay .
&& my hand gort injured . stupid injury .
kene minyak panas ! ouchhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . so painful .
ugly skin i've gort now :(( hope it can get well soon .
gort it bandaged already .
can't help but wait :((
tkder mood uhkkkkkkk !
SELAMAT MALAM !
chiowww~

oops ! forget sumtink !
happy advanced birthday to SHAFF GOODGIRL .
going sweet 17 tmr yaww .
daa makin tua prangai pls tukar . huakhuak ! :p
ketawe tkmo kuat2 lagyk k .
daaa kakaq k . haha .
wish youu all the best in everytink youu do ((:
may god bless youu craziest cuzzie ! hoho .
present lamer lagyk kaay tgu duet jatoh !
hahaha ! jato boy !

OK DA BYEEEEEEE !!!

TiraDarLsBONCH & SHAFFgoodgirl

SHAFFGOODGIRL ((:

2009-04-21T06:16:00.000-07:00

ii had so much fun with gfs todayy .
especially when it comes to learning of new nonsense words .
hahahha . we learnt new word called " BIBAP " !!! ahaks .
which we dun really noe whats the meaning of it . very weird . haha .
today , its raining heavily in the morning . very very cold .
ii thought tat there were no NAFA test today as it is raining today .
but eventually , it had stopped during P.E lesson . lyke fcuk ! arghh .
i'm doing the running alone today cos Fanaa & Ain didn't bring their P.E attire . =(
nehmindd , i'll give my very best even if i'm alone . bila-bila mau steady yawww . haa .
ii gort 7 mins for the 1st round . suckss ryte ? for the total round , ii gort 16 mins for the 2.4 run .
tat wasn't the best one . i'll run with them again next week . think so . haha .
during MT lesson we went to the library as me & fanaa didn't retake our MT o level .
so its free period ! haha . headed to lib to use the comp .
Fareez & gang had made a lot of unnecessary noises .
so, the new Tamil teacher a.k.a KING KONG shouted at us asking us to shut the hell up .
he was very very serious & tat point of tyme but yet they still make noises to irritate hym .
hahahah . see , as ii say ii gort naughty naughty classmates ((: hahaha .
today's lesson sucks big tyme . many were sleeping .
&& gfs were busy messaging their bfs .
hahaha . gini mcm narq ameq o level ? maen gyler ey kiter ? haha !
after sch , went to chem SSP & after tat went to Pasar Malam withh Fanna & Ain .
ii bought hotdog sandwich , Fana bought ramli burger & hotdog , Ain bought kopok lekor,burger & char kueyy .
ii wonder if ii spell it correctly . hahaha . nehmind .
after buying all those foods , we sat under the void deck to enjoy our foods ! !
YUMMY YUMMY YUM YUM ! ahaks .
went home straight after that . had a lot of fun okaayyy . thanks gf ! haha .

btw , ii miss my MIIMYE SEWEL !!
hell yeahh , its been a couple of days ii didn't met her =(
miss youu a lott laaa sewel bby !! hahaha .
ii wonder how u're doing wif that boy yaww .
hope u're doing very great .
remember my advise . no more nonsense ok bby .
if there's anything uu wanna share , i'll be there for youu bby .
meet up soon laa bby !

klah thats all for today's post .
enjoy the pictures below . see yaaa ! ;D

2009-04-20T00:20:00.001-07:00

Heylo mahh fuckaasss !

hahahah . :p
today is e-learning day . didn't attend school . yessa !
woke up at 8 just to get my attendance marked .
&& off to bed again to catch some sleep . very sleepy .
woke up at 1 plus to get the assignments done && off to blogging .
didn't have much to say today . cause , my mood is swinging now .

ii just dunno how to explain it to ex bf .
even though if ii explained it to hym , he won't believe or won't listen to mie .
uu just wont understand mie .
Now it's like all we do ish fight && argue, && say hurtful things .
but then we regret later .
youu want mie back , but now it's too late .
i've already said goodbye && now love had turned to hate .
youu broke my heart when uu walked out on mie .
now its late && ii can't undo .
it's mie tat youu are loosing, ii hate wat you've done to mie .
ii see ur game , i'm nort insane , youu are hurting mie .
after everything ii haf done for youu , everything ii gave youu ,
youu turned around && cheat ??
all the lies uu say , you've made me sick .
how could youu ask mie to forgive youu ? how many times can ii ?
my dreams of us bein happy ish nort goin to come true all ii am feeling is down && blue .
we are not gonna be togeda because i've chose nort to .
even though it was a bad decision , ii still think that ii dun nid youu anymore .
saying goodbye to ur lover is a heartbreaking moment .
youu feel as if a part of youu ish bein separated && goin off to do sumtink else .
tis feeling takes getting used to .
hopefully youu will not be alone for long yaww .
our tyme was so special to mie . but ii guess its time to move along .
leave ma alone && pls do not stay .
ii will be strong without youu . my lyfe won't be wrong .
i will forget youu in tyme . i'm glad tat you're nort mine now .
youu use to be my greatest treasure but now nvr .
ii hope u're happy for wat youu did to mie ,
right now u're blind but soon youu will see .

2009-04-18T11:06:00.000-07:00

Hey readers ,

today there's a lot of exciting moment happens .
today in our school, there's a celebration held .
its "FOOD & FUNFAIR"
there a games , foods , haunted house , performance , & so called the tarq-menjady-club . haa .
the foods there a cheap . the performance are well-organized .
& hell yeahh , ii miss the performance by the Malay dance . arghhh !
ii miss dancing with them man . especially during our dance practice . hmm .
going to the so called the "tarq-menjady-club" was our last choice .
that was organized by the Secondary 4 students .
it was quite okaayyy but there's nto much people moving here & there or DANCING ii must say .
they're just sitting around & talk among themselves .
only the upper secs make the place alive . including us . haha .
especially when MIIMYE arrived . she dance like a mad girl without noticing that everybody was actually looking . nahh .
she doesn't give a fcuking damn when she's partying or having fun ii must say .
she'll just do anything just to make herself alive .
youu rawk my world laaa SEWEL ! hahah .
enuf of the celebration now .
me , ain , miimye & fynn off to ain's cribs after that .
we get changed & bathed at her crib .
after that , we get separated as ain's going to work & miimye's going to Johor wit parents .
me & fynn went to tampines 1 . ex bf called me up & decided to meet me there .
while waiting for hym, we browse thru all the shops there .
i'm feeling nervous to meet ex bf . cos it has been so long since we've last met .
its around a 2 years plus ? omg omg . ii wonder how he look like now .
he's just came out frm prison . he told mie he wanted to change .
&& ii nvr see the signs of hym changing .
he's still like the way he used to be .
frankly speaking , ii don't like that . i'm sorry .
he kept asking the same question everytime .
ii told hym ii won't be answering tat particular question but he asked me again & again .
he really irritates mie today . stop it will youu ?
i'm sorry but ii cant . thats it .

2009-04-17T08:12:00.000-07:00

today in school , we do a lot of laughing throughout the lesson . haha .
lyke nobody business . haa .
lovely classmates ((:
today meet miimye at hougang .
& off to TAMPINES 1 .
looking for some tops there .
most of them are branded ones . expensive -_-
hahaha .
geram tgk satu2 baju . hahaha .
accompany miimye meet Danny Rascal & frens for awhile .
after that , me & miimye project-ing sumtink today . hahaha .
uu noe ii noe . hahahhhaha . sshhh .
klahh im tired now . no mood to talk much . daadaa ! ;D
&& tomoro aderrr funfair at sch . yayay . narq go narq go .
nitenite people !

am i hating myself ?

2009-04-15T07:33:00.001-07:00

No one ish happy all of the tyme,
but some people feel as if they can never find happiness .
Some people feel as if their entire lyfe is devoted to nothing but pain, hurt and loneliness .
Every day ish a struggle, and every breath a fight for survival . Dont cha think so ?
Hmmm . . .
ii am alone , so very alone .
ii am hurt , so very bad .
ii am lonely , no one sees the pain .
ii am alone , no one noes .
its all covered with a smile on my face .
even though tears keep rolling down my cheeks , ii wont show it for sure .
everybody cries sometimes , && if youu don't youu should .
cos ii was told tat crying is a natural way of letting go of pent up emotions .
It is sad fact that many children are shamed for crying .
adults who are led to believe that crying is not OK may repress their feeling of sadness .
emotions that are not allowed to release tend to leak out in other areas of their lives .
the ability to express our emotions whether alone or in communication to others is necessary for a happy life.
ii nvr thought my lyfe could past before my eyes ,
ii never thought tears can come before my cries ,
but ii now noe the truth never lies try to hide .
youu guys can say tiraa so "jiwang" now . but seriously .
ii feel much more comfortable expressing it here rather than talking to anybody bout it .
cos im very sure no one understands me . nort even my mum or siblings .
nagging & scolding ish what she would only do .
even though if ii try to explain it to her for once , she wouldn't listen . never .
she kept asking mie to change my attitude & yada yada .
& ii get very angry after those words .
it ish very important if possible to tell the person that youu are angry with hw youu feel .
If tis ish not possible it might be helpful to discuss your feelings with others .
In any case, do not let this hatred sit and poison your body yaww people .
ii have been left out . ii nvr got in trouble with this problem of being alone,
because ii always write my troubles down on diary or type it out .
but ii prefer being alone . ii don't get hurt easily that way . but that's just me.
all of us experience change in our lives .
change is the one constant in our lives .
dere are changes that we look forward too and change that we fear .
day to day to struggles and triumphs are experienced by all of the world's creatures .
as human beings, when we encounter a challenge ,
we have freedom to choose how to react .
ii hate people judging mie , telling mie nort to tis & that .
Every decision that we make leads us down another road .
We will nvr come to exactly the same crossroads ryte ?
Haf youu ever found urself saying , " ii hate my lyfe " ?
ii once told myself tat ii wanted to be one of the happiest person in the entire world .
ii also wanted to be one of the freest people in the whole world . haha .
thats so impossible ryte ? ii noe . ((:
anyway , i've finally tried covering all those sadness i've been thru .
by , meeting new frens , enjoying wif gfs/classmates/cousins , dance all nite , sing all day long , laugh lyke hell , crack stupid jokes & do stupid stuff ( shouldn't haf done that ii noe but it was last tyme . maybe ? haa. shhh :p )
like people say , BILA2 MAU STEADY ! hahha . jato boik ! ;)
well afterall , i've learned tat feeling sad is no crime although the world might wish youu to tink so .
all the feelings in the world nvr did anybody any harm .
it ish our feelings tat make us human and connect us to the rest of humanity .
wen youu feel sad, it ish important to give yourself permission to feel the sadness .
Share your feelings with someone who has the sensitivity to give youu the space to let the feeling fully be felt . Only then can youu begin to let go . ryte AKIM ? haaa .
bear that in mind kaayy peeps ? take my advise (: haa mcm real jekk tiraa .

klah tats all folks people . gdnyte & sweetest dream . chioww ((:

new friends are loved .

2009-04-14T06:29:00.000-07:00

First & for most ,
ii would lyke to thankyou for reading my post .
hahahhha . sounds crazy . ii noe . LOL !
todayy , went out wif fynn baby to serangoon studentmart & parkway parade ((:
ii accompany her to collect her sch uni & change her bottoms at cotton on .
uu gotta thank mie for teman-ing youu eykk FYNN . hahah .
met her around 4 plus at seranggoon .
& surprisingly ii was the one who reached ferst .
dier yg tgl dekat org jauh yg smpai dulu . hahaha .
but still nvm , she's late for about a few minutes jekk ((:
Luckily, ii wait patiently .
frankly speaking , ii don't lyke to wait for people . haha .
today, mie & fynn mcm bdak sesat . we took the wrong bus .
stress seyh kiter duer carikk bus mcm crazy . hahahaha .
luckily, got this auntie help us . thankyou eyy auntie . haha .
after that , we proceed to parkway to meet miimye & ilyas .
ii saw ilyas for the ferst tyme todayy . he look like a shy & quiet person ,
BUT ! no no . his mouth buleyy tahan jugak oii . hahaha .
anyway , uu & fynn look sweet together . cute laa uu both .
Lastlong yaww korg ! ((:
went to mit khai the cinermatrep at bedok wif miimye after that .
we went to the new place in tamp . " TAMPINES 1 " .
the place was quite okaayy . there's a variety of shops there .
singapore makin byk shopping centre . yay ! hahah .
imma a shophaholic girl ii noe . ((:
after chitchatting & yada yada , we went separate ways & headed home .
& not to forget , thanks to AKIMsmallboy for texting me the whole day today .
he text mie when ii got out frm hm to sch . & frm sch back hm & frm hm to elsewhere .
hahahaha . thanks a lot yaww . much appreciated .
ii owe youu sumtinkk then . * kening naek-naek *
but still he's quite noty noty eyy .
call me names again uhh & see wad happen . haha ! tawuq takot . :p
new friends are loved :D klahh till here .

thats all folks for today . boringggggggggggggggggggg . hahha . nite-nite . daadaa !

hello new friend .

2009-04-13T20:12:00.000-07:00

Hey suppz people ,
im done with editing my blog .
just finished .
it took a couple of hours completing it .
& lyke finally , im done with it . haha .
there's nothing much to share today .
&& guess what ? ii escape from doing the mock exam today .
ii only took the 1st paper but refused to take the 2nd one .
haha . lazy laa . wanna noe whye ?
cos the 2nd paper , is from 2pm to 4.30pm .
who the hell gonna wait for the next paper . haha .
but luckily the 1st paper was frm 11.30pm to 1.30pm .
maybe there is but totally nort mie .
half of my class went back home ii guess . LOL !
naughty classmates .
get ready to get scolded tomoro people . HAHAH !
went back home straight after the 1st paper .
done with bathing & stuff .
here ii am sitting in front of my comp frm 4 plus till now .
hahahha . lamer kan ? ii noe .
Well , thats all for today ii think .
there's something ii wanna share .
there's this new friend of mine with the name of KHAI .
he's friendly yet crazy .
he acted as if he knows me for a very long time already . haha .
but still , to me , it means he's comfortable making frens with mie .
he told mie he's bored , so ii decided to ask him to tag my blog .
ii didn't expect it to be that long actually . hahah .
even while tagging , he's helping me changing . weird ryte ? haha .
anyway , thanks for your help AGAIN . haha !
much appreciated ((: *kening naek - naek*
ii wonder if he's tired tagging mie or get irritated for replying my tags .
LOL ! hopefully no ey Khai ? haha !
i'll gonna upload ur pic for my post today . * no hard feelings yaww *
klah till here im gotta be going now .
see ya guys tomoro yaww ! toodles ((:

** Khai the counsellor ((:

ii juz dunno whye im missing youu ryte now :(

2009-04-12T03:56:00.001-07:00

TRUE LOVE is F.R.E.E.D.O.M..!

It's crazy to love someone who hurts youu .
It's crazier to think that someone who hurts youu loves youu .
In my heart there is just no space. No room to make a mistake .
ii need to make an escape as ii sit here wif a smile on my face acting like there is nothing .
the best thing in this world is, wen uu feel that the one uu love have forgotten uu and uu suddenly receives a message from him saying "IM MISSING YOU" .
Wen ii had uu and uu were all mine, it felt lyk ii had uu forever till the end of time
But since uu spoke those words, ii feel lyk forever was only a minute ending at any second .
ii wish ii could press fast forward juz to see if uu are worth the wait .
As far as ii know, knowing things would never be the same with ur empty heart and mine full of pain .
Although ii looked as though im moving on, how can ii ever change the things ii feel ?
People may see tat im happy but deep inside im dying .
Things happen but we don't really noe whye .
The hardest thing to do rite now is to tell uu tat, I don't miz uu the same has ii use to .
ii thought ii was in love . ii thought my love for uu would last forever .
but forever was around the corner .
ii really can't believe that I'm juz figuring out that there really are guys out there that actually are better than uu .
ii don't intend to b perfect. ii noe that ii always give uu attitude when its unnecessary but ii want uu to noe tat ii only do it becos ii juz want everything to be the way it used to be between us && its killing mie knowing that uu don't wan it to be .
For once, wen someone asks mie how I'm doing and ii tell them I'm fine,
ii juz wan them to look at mie && say "tell the truth ."
All my life i've waited for the one, the one to bring me happiness, the one to bring love into my lyfe, but i've never found them .
So ppl tell me, why should ii wait anymore ryte ?
Sometimes, we say goodbye to see who would hold on and who would let go .

2009-04-11T02:56:00.000-07:00

Today , went out wif gfs to bugis & town .
met wawa around 4 plus at bedok interchange .
when ii reached there , Yakult was already there .
saw BANDONG & KHAIRI at bedok interchange too .
Bandong was the one who tegor me ferst .
cos he look different . tira tkot narq tegor takot slh org . haha .
skali he call out my name . then ii turned .
ii say " saper eyk ? " he replied . " step tarq knal , step tarq ingt " haha .
then ii told hym laa ii tot hu . scared narq tegor takot wrong person .
Mie & Yakult waited for wawa punyerq lamerr .
mcm tunggu buah tarq jatoh2 . hahah .
she's always late & dier laa yg siap paling lamerr . hahahah .
after wawa daa smpai, we proceed to bugis 1st .
daa lamer seyh tarq gi so plan nk gi . window shopping laa kan .
decided to look for tops but none attracted mie .
enough of browsing , then we off to town .
accompany yakult to her work place & after that went to wisma cotton on .
ii bought cardigan at cotton on . cotton on got 70% sale . uu gotta grab them ppl !
after going wisma , we went taka to mit Attz .
She was with her date at at Taka stairs . check2 kiter kacau . tarq ey ? hahah .
we decided to go Old changkee . ii blanja wawa 2 curry O . she's really hungry . haha . kesian .
while im queing up for that , someone shouted out my name .
it was Mawi & the gang . there's naqib , hosni , harryden , sepet , dewisutra , ahmad , husin & more which ii don't really noe who they are .
Have a chat with Mawi for a while & bla bla bla . They walked off & we get back to Attz .
Slack & slack & slack . Suddenly, Ramadan called . He was at taka too .
He was with 7 of his friends with helmets on their hands . haha .
seme narq step abg2 mat rempit jekk . one of his friend wanna get to noe wif Attz .
mintak num & stuff they went off to karaoke .
they malu narq slack ngn kiter laa kan . per jekk . hahah .
they asked us to tag along to karaoke but ii refused .
malu sia narq melalak ngn dorg . hahah .
then we decided to go to cineleisure . aderr performance there .
skali we saw TASYAA laa siol ! korg knal tarq dier saperr ?
TASYAA a.k.a J-LO the bapok . hahaha . some of you cnfm knal her laa .
she always at town area on weekends .
si tasyaa joget dgn penuh perasaan siol biler band tu performing . hahaha .
dier gelek2 . sekk ahh siol . hahahah . dier narq tarek perhatian lelaki . geli siaa .
he look very old . oops ! " SHE " look very old . hahhahah . around 40 - 50 ? haha .
Wawa know her cos she went to Hardrock cafe & saw her there .
& frm there , they make frens wif each other . Wawa walk to her & ask whether she still remember her annort .
skali ! she ask to take photo wif her laa seyh . ii was the only one who sat faraway frm them & tanarq amek gmbr ngn dier ! hahahha .
skali si TASYA pointing at me & ckp kt dorg " tuhh saper kwn uu all eyy ? ii narq amek gmbr ngn dier laa " skali she walked to me & say " ii narq amekk gmbr ngn uu laa . come meh sini . uu pegang ii peh sini laa mcm syg2 gituk . " & ii was like OMG OMG . SOMEBODY HELP MIE PLSS ! hahahha . seram siaa dierr .
her face very scary . ahah . dierr pakai fake eye lashes plakk tuhh . hahah .
org seme tgk sia dier amekk gmbr ngn kiterr . haha . tkper2 kiterr kan frendly . LOL !
klah2 enuf of it . geli sia bilerr teringt-ingt kan aleq . bulu roma naekk siul . hahaha .
went to take last train at somerset with gfs & off to out paradise . haha .
THATS ALL FOLKS .
wait till ii upload my pic with that TASYAA yaww . uu guys sure wanna see it . ahha .
pics is wif wawa & yakult luhh . klahh gtg yaww . wanna play game now ! BYE BYE !

gd friday

2009-04-10T01:53:00.000-07:00

Well my GOOD FRIDAY is bored for mie .
daaa baekk2 plan but then ,
plan all cock up mcm cb ! hmphf .
at last ii met my bby miimye at Pasir Ris .
met her around 6 plus at Whitesand macdonald & off to my cousin's pit .
need to sent my grandma's clothes & collect money from aunt there .
after that , we slack took photos & stuff .
while waiting for wawa, we do sumtink to kill the tyme .
crazy miimye put her digi cam on the DUSTBIN for us to take pics .
gyler kan dier ?! hahahha .
After that ii fetch grandma home as miimye gonna meet wawa already at ehub .
miimye dpt duet from nenek for teman-ing me to the pit . haha .
tapyk tarq byk laa . ii oso dunno how much . haha .
ii didn't tag along cos ZAFF BOMBOM & her sis coming to my house .
miss them alot sia . long tyme nvr meet .
miss the tyme when ii used to sleep over their house every weekends .
they are my kaki gerek uu noe (= crazy cuzzies .
After miimye left , took bus home wif grandma .
inside the bus , ii ask grandma to press the bell then ii told her " ehh nek, slh2 . slh2 pcet laa bukan tron kat sini. aiyo ! slh pcet . cmner niek ?! " hahah .
&& she was like very panicked && don't know wad to do .
hahaha . then skali ii told her " tarq laa maen2 jekk " then she replied " kau niek suker nahh maen2 kan aku tawuq " hahah . cute laa nenek aku niek .
when ii reached home , zaff & her family was there already .
we went gossipings & took pics all . thats what normally we do when we met . haha .
but took bad they went home so early . alaaaaa . aper seyhh :(
hahahhhahah ! step pedih lakk tiraa . hahah .

klah2 thats all for todayy . my bed is calling mie already .
im very sleepy now .
gonna meet gfs tomoro . toodles ! (=
below pics are taken today . enjoy ! nite2 .

2009-04-09T17:23:00.000-07:00

ii miss her .
ii love her .
ii need her .
ii miss her hugs .
ii miss her kisses .
ii miss her laughter .
ii miss her voice .
ii miss her touch .
ii wanna hug her .
ii wanna meet her .
ii wanna talk to her .
iI JUST WANT HER NOW !

haishh .
ii miss my NANA GENDENG a lot .
can't wait for your return babe :(

ii miss the time when we used to wait for each other before going to school .
ii miss the time when we used to smoke before going to school .
ii miss the time when we used to cabot skewl together .
ii miss the time when we used to get caught doing sumtink foolish together .
ii miss the time when we used to get scolded together .
ii miss the time when we fought among ourselves .
ii miss the time when we used to bully each other .
ii miss the time when we used to do crimes together .
ii miss the time when we used to go out together during weekends .
ii miss the time when we used to cry for each other .
ii miss the time when we used to sing for each other .
ii miss the time when we used to crack jokes among ourselves .
ii miss the time when we used to dance together .
ii miss the time when we used to get high together .

I MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!! =((

Boring Lyfe

2009-04-08T05:22:00.000-07:00

Hey readers .
i've just woke up from my blissful bed .
ii shall say ii had a gd sleep just now .
ii had a sweet dream just now . hahha .
sweetest dream ever ii must say . hohoho .
uu guys sure wanna noe wad it is but ii tink ii rather keep it to myself cos its too personal to mie :p
hahahaha ! jengjengjeng !
school was quite okaay laa today .
especially during maths lesson when there's a unnecessary photo taking .
hahah . Ain took video of our classmate & ii took their photo . haha .
tkde keje punyerq olang ! hahahahah .
but ii find that my everyday life is getting boring each day .
am ii leading a boring lyfe ? hmmm . nahh its okaay .
but with my crazy classmates & hym around mie ii won't find it boring la . hehe .
today , after school went to Compasspoint with Ain & Fana .
Ain wanted to buy a big lollipop for her bf's nephew & Fana wanted to buy donuts for herself .
Suddenly , while searching for those things , a private number called me .
It was from a Spa company . She says that my starhub number was one of the selected number which were given a package of dunno wad shit ii forget . && will be getting a discount if ii go to the spa . She also says that customers who were not selected need to pay more than ii do . Thats means she's trying to say that im lucky that ii need to pay lesser than them . But still "NEED" to pay ryte ?! wth . no wayy .
I told her that im not interested && ii also told her that im still a student & does not need all this spa thingy or whatever . not important to mie .
So, goodbye goes the last word .
After Ain & Fana pays for their stuffs off we go to starbucks .
Ain decided to blanja a drink for us to share as she gets her pay yesterday .
jealousy appears when it comes to money , ii wish ii could be lyke her, working & schooling at the same time . But ii don't think ii can cope . hmmmm .
nahh nevermind , straight away after my o levels im gonna find a job for myself .
Fana went off early as she wants to go home & get changed to meet her bf .
So, me & Ain slack at starbucks for a while before going home .
Ain bought a cheesecake for herself . Ain asked mie to try . Oh myy, ii feel like vomiting after tasting the cheesecake . Cos ii don't like cheese that much & those cheese was like too MUAK ! hahhha .
After all the gossips , jokes & stuff we decided to make a move .
We both took a different bus & at a different bustop too . so byebye to Ain . haha .
I didn't realise that ii slept in the bus . I realised it when suddenly my head knock onto the window & ii was like did anybody saw it ? && there is there is !
there's a group of malay boys in the bus saw it & they laugh at me ! arghhhh !
oh my god . shameful tira . haha . ahhh ! hack care arrrhh .
sleepy wad so ii sleep ahh ! cannot ah ?! ur father bus izzit ?! arsehole !
had already plan to go for a jog today but ii was overslept from 4plus till 7plus .
hahaha . best tawuq tido dgn kipas budget kat depan . JATO BOIK ! hahaha .

ii suddenly realised that ii miss Daddy so much now .
ii can't believe . tira miss her Daddy ? haha . weird kan ?
only people who knows bout it understand what im trying to say . haha .
oh , i wonder what his doing now .
just miss him , too much .
how how how ? hmm .
even though i hated hym so much . he's still my father .
without hym ii may not be able to see the world . hmmm .
still ily & imy Dad .

Okaayy laa enuf for today okaaay ! hahah .
btw , below are the pics taken in school today . (=

am ii falling for you ?

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Heyy yawww peeps ! I've just made a blog . Haha !
How do i begin eyy ?!
Actually, seeing people blogging makes me wanna make one too (: haha . tarq kpo kayy !
ii used to hate blogging . weird kan ? tibe2 jekk narq uat . LOL .
This is my second time having a blog . ii deleted my old blog cos lazy to update .
HAHA ! check2 nii pon aderr jekk tarq update nnt . -_-
Klahh dont wish to elaborate more bout making this new blog .

Well, I've just came back hm actually .
From a great great outing with " DIN THE GUDBOY" *mcm phm* haha !
ii got a letter from my form teacher about collecting the P.E attire .
those attire was suppose to be collected in school .
but ii just cant wait & decided to take it personally from the actual place/supplier . So, Din text mie asking what am ii up to today ?
ii told him that ii plan to collect my P.E attire from that particular place .
ii was suppose to go for my Chemistry remedial lesson but ii didn't turn up due to my LAZINESS . hahah .
After Din asked mie what time im going, where is that place & with who i'll be going .
He decided to accompany me there after he finishes with his stuff & all . So ii was like up to uu laa but the place is very FAR ! to mie laa . hahah .
It was at TOA PAYOH NORTH INDUSTRIAL ESTATE . familiar to uu guys ?
NO ! ii don't think so . haha . Tira sendiri tatawu pergi saner mcm maner . haha .
So after school went back home straight & off to siap-ing & stuff .
It really took me so long to get done with the siap-ing moment .
Kater girls mahh . . tol tk tol tk tol tk ?!! LOL !
After siap-ing text Din told him im ready to go ! hahahha .
While waiting for him to fetch mie , was otf with MiimyeSEWEL .
When it comes to "BOREDOM STRIKES" she's the 1 who'll be there to teman mie . haha .
THANKS EY MIIMYE ! ILY ! haha .
Berbual punyerq berbual Din pon daa smpai .
Walked to him , use the helmet & vrooooom we go ! hahah .
Hujan turun dengan secara tiba2 biler kiter tgh kat road . Mcm SOYAL btol !
hahah . hujan makan kiter nyer destination time ahh !
So we decided to stop at the nearest bustop as it was raining heavily at that point of time .
While waiting, Din looked at the address of the place . & he was like " kt manerr ni, ii daa laa tarq biaser kat toapayoh! tkper2 ii bawak uu rounding2 dulu baru kiter carik ni tmpt k ? " haha . suker ati la . haha .
both of us stay east areas thats the whye .
It took a few minutes for the rain to stop . & off we go again .
While finding, dier ajak rounding2 dulu satu toapayoh . tarq btol kan ?? hahaa .
lagipon kiter tgh sesat carik tmpt irrit tuhh . haha .
Biler daa smpai kt tmpt muker aku daa laen . lol .
cos that place was very very old-looking & scary . haha !
Mcm tmpt2 factory gituk . hahaha . ii was like "ni tmpt bangla stay per ?!" haha .
Done with collecting the P.E attire, off to Pasir Ris to slack .
Sampai jekk nmpk apek icecream tros beli ! hahaha . mcm daa lamer gituk kan tarq mkn icecream !
While slacking, both us irritates each other . mcm puikk ahh Din niekk .
daa laa tarq abes2 amek gmbr pakai hp org . ckp org nyer hp tarq gune tapyk pakai jugak .
kacau org tarq agak2 tao dier . tapyk ii kacau him the most & the worst .
ii saw a maid walking pass, ii told her that Din wants her num ! hahah .
Maid tuhh tgk jekk tapyk tarq layan . haha . & when Din saw a guy, he told them that ii want their num . haha . revenge laa tuhh . childish sak kiter .
boring nyer pasal . mcm2 laa lagyk kiter revenge to each other .
&& got 1 exciting part , he irritates me smpai tkleyh take it .
ii rub wax onto his face . busted kn ? lol.
member tros sedih . Din ckp " eee jgn arhh nnt muker aderr pimple, muker ii daa laa tkder pimple niek " haha . kesian . sekali lagyk dier revenge uat aleq .
btw , kiter sempat maen catching sia kat void deck mlm2 .
apek2 bwk blok seme tgk kan . hahahah .
cnfm dlm hati dorg , " aiyo daa bsar pon maseh narq maen catching ke? " hahaha !
The clock strike 9.30 & we decided to make a move . both daa pnat maen catching & stuff kn . && sbelom gerak ii gave him the last shot of wax to his face . POWER BEB ! AMEK KAU ! HAHAHA !
i've had a great great time with Din after all . haha .
alaa daa miz dier laa :( hmphf . padahal aru meet . haha .
narq meet agyk kaayy ? narq kaayy ? hahahha . just uu wait .
just can't wait for the next meet up ;p

Step maner perh gd boy jekk ! hahahha . *no hard feelings yaww*

I HATE YOU ARSEHOLE .

2009-04-03T00:18:00.001-07:00

I HATE YOU !
I WANNA KILL YOU !
ARGHHH ! GO AWAY !

* don't wish uu to appear in my lyfe animore *

BYE LAA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!